The Experience
A path built
for stillness, not
spectacle.
The Experience
A path built for stillness,
not spectacle.
spectacle.
it’s about UNbecoming all that you are not.
This isn’t about escaping your life. It’s about waking up to the truth that’s always been beneath it.
Path
Path
Stillness
Stillness
Awakening
Awakening
This isn’t about escaping your life.
It’s about waking up to the truth that’s
always been beneath it.
This isn’t about escaping your life. It’s about waking up to the truth that’s always been beneath it.
You are not
preparing for a “trip.”
You are not
preparing for a “trip.”
You are preparing for a direct encounter with what (and who) you truly are.
At Awaken with 5, the experience is not just what happens on the mat—it’s the entire arc. From preparation to integration, every element is intentional, measured, and held in clarity.
This is not a one-off ceremony (Those are often dangerous and destabilizing)
It’s a calibrated protocol for awakening.
You are preparing for a direct encounter with what (and who) you truly are.
At Awaken with 5, the experience is not just what happens on the mat—it’s the entire arc. From preparation to integration, every element is intentional, measured, and held in clarity.
This is not a one-off ceremony (Those are often dangerous and destabilizing)
It’s a calibrated protocol for awakening.
Creating
the Ground
We don’t leave anything to chance. Before your journey, we guide you through:
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A detailed psychological and medical screening
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A detailed psychological and medical screening
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A detailed psychological and medical screening
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1-on-1 preparation and calibration calls to clarify intention and prepare you for the experience
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1-on-1 preparation and calibration calls to clarify intention and prepare you for the experience
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1-on-1 preparation and calibration calls to clarify intention and prepare you for the experience
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Nervous system priming and cognitive orientation through provided resources
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Nervous system priming and cognitive orientation through provided resources
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Nervous system priming and cognitive orientation through provided resources
You’ll also receive curated practices and
audio/video resources to help attune your
system for the shift ahead.
“ It doesn’t take you somewhere—it removes everything that’s in the way of what’s already here.”
Practices
Practices
Audio
Audio
Audio
Video
Video
Help
Help
Help
Why it matters
The more stabilized you are before the experience, the more truth can be revealed, without destabilization.
The more stabilized you are before the experience, the more truth can be revealed, without destabilization.
The Dissolution
of the Seeker
The Dissolution
of the Seeker
The Dissolution
of the Seeker
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This is the heart of the process. A 1-on-1 guided 5-MeO experience in a private, serene space in Kelowna, BC free from stimulation, group energy, or performance
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We accommodate up to 2 people in one day. However, your experience will remain personal (only you will be in the room going through the experience)
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The experience is held on a Friday, allowing you to have some space on Saturday and Sunday to reflect and slowly integrate into your routine
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This is not just a peak state, altered consciousness experience. It’s not a psychedelic “ceremony.” This is a precise encounter with what you truly are—beneath all doing, identity, or narratives.
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You’ll be held in a quiet, intentional space—designed not to distract you with performance or ritual, but to support what’s already present beneath the mind.
What the day looks like
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We start with group overview and preparation sessions, including but not limited to
body movement, guided breathwork and meditation, and an awareness practice.
You’ll be guided 1-on-1 by both Nicholas and Fehren, who bring both masculine and feminine presence—firmness and softness, witnessing and holding.
We use pharmaceutical-grade, lab-purity-tested synthetic 5-MeO-DMT, administered in a highly calibrated, minimal-dose format (with multiple rounds as necessary).
The personal session is typically 60–120 minutes
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We start with group overview and preparation sessions, including but not limited to body movement, guided breathwork and meditation, and an awareness practice.
You’ll be guided 1-on-1 by both Nicholas and Fehren, who bring both masculine and feminine presence—firmness and softness, witnessing and holding.
We use pharmaceutical-grade, lab-purity-tested synthetic 5-MeO-DMT, administered in a highly calibrated, minimal-dose format (with multiple rounds as necessary).
The personal session is typically 60–120 minutes
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We start with group overview and preparation sessions, including but not limited to
body movement, guided breathwork and meditation, and an awareness practice.
You’ll be guided 1-on-1 by both Nicholas and Fehren, who bring both masculine and feminine presence—firmness and softness, witnessing and holding.
We use pharmaceutical-grade, lab-purity-tested synthetic 5-MeO-DMT, administered in a highly calibrated, minimal-dose format (with multiple rounds as necessary).
The personal session is typically 60–120 minutes
We have 3 stages
of administering the
molecule:
We have 3 stages
of administering the
molecule:
We have 3 stages
of administering the molecule:
01. The "Hand Shake." A low dose for you to get to know the molecule and get acquainted with how it feels.
02. The "Hug." This is a medium dose where you will start feeling the ego/mind getting pulled away. It's that sweet spot where you're still aware but also reaching a different state.
03. The "Embrace." This is the full journey dose where the constructs and ideas that make up your identity dissolve and you merge with the Oneness
What makes this container unique
What makes this
container unique
Many people have powerful psychedelic
experiences only to return confused,
dissociated, or emotionally ungrounded.
We’ve designed this experience to do
the opposite:
You are never rushed and never alone. Every moment is spacious, paced, and attuned to your unique unfolding.
You are never rushed and never alone. Every moment is spacious, paced, and attuned to your unique unfolding.
You are never rushed and never alone. Every moment is spacious, paced, and attuned to your unique unfolding.
The space is free from spiritual performance, chanting, or “energetic crowding.” There’s no dogma—just a still, clear space for truth to emerge.
The space is free from spiritual performance, chanting, or “energetic crowding.” There’s no dogma—just a still, clear space for truth to emerge.
The space is free from spiritual performance, chanting, or “energetic crowding.” There’s no dogma—just a still, clear space for truth to emerge.
We remain in the room with you the entire time, available for hands-on or hands-off support (with explicit prior consent), and our full attention is on you—not protocol.
We remain in the room with you the entire time, available for hands-on or hands-off support (with explicit prior consent), and our full attention is on you—not protocol.
We remain in the room with you the entire time, available for hands-on or hands-off support (with explicit prior consent), and our full attention is on you—not protocol.
You will receive guidance only as needed—no projections, no frameworks, and no pressure to interpret what occurs.
You will receive guidance only as needed—no projections, no frameworks, and no pressure to interpret what occurs.
You will receive guidance only as needed—no projections, no frameworks, and no pressure to interpret what occurs.
What you may experience
What you may experience
We created Awaken with 5 not to offer “experiences,”
but to build the most safe, sacred, and clear 5-MeO container possible.
We created Awaken with 5 not to offer “experiences,” but to build the most safe, sacred, and clear 5-MeO container possible.
This experience is for those who
Dissolution of the separate self or ego structure
Emotional and somatic release, surrender, and silence beyond words
Merging with a unified field of awareness
Rapid cognitive disidentification and post-event clarity
Pure presence without perception
A reorientation with past narratives that have been holding you back
But these are not the goal.
We are not chasing experience—we are removing distortion. The deeper point is: you remember what you already are.
You will never be left alone. You will never be pushed. You will never be told what your experience should be.
This is not a psychedelic trip. It is an encounter with unfiltered Awareness the dissolving of identity into what’s already awake.
You Don’t “Go Somewhere”—You Remember What You Are This isn’t about visions. It’s not about catharsis. You may not even be able to describe what happened.
But what remains… is clear.
Still. Undeniably real.
But these are not the goal.
We are not chasing experience—we are removing distortion. The deeper point is: you remember what you already are.
You will never be left alone. You will never be pushed. You will never be told what your experience should be.
This is not a psychedelic trip. It is an encounter with unfiltered Awareness the dissolving of identity into what’s already awake.
You Don’t “Go Somewhere”—You Remember What You Are This isn’t about visions. It’s not about catharsis. You may not even be able to describe what happened.
But what remains… is clear.
Still. Undeniably real.
Client Testimonials
What Our Clients Say
Todd M
"Since the ceremony, I think the only way I could describe it is I feel free. People have told me that I feel lighter around them."
Todd M
"Since the ceremony, I think the only way I could describe it is I feel free. People have told me that I feel lighter around them."
A. Johnston
"What I will never forget until my dying day was the overwhelming sense of calm, love, gratitude, and the knowledge that there is a God. If I had ever questioned my faith before, all of that has gone."
A. Johnston
"What I will never forget until my dying day was the overwhelming sense of calm, love, gratitude, and the knowledge that there is a God. If I had ever questioned my faith before, all of that has gone."
Grace F.
"My marriage has changed because of it. My relationships have changed because of it. I'm able to just stand up for myself and be myself around others, regardless of what they think of me."
Grace F.
"My marriage has changed because of it. My relationships have changed because of it. I'm able to just stand up for myself and be myself around others, regardless of what they think of me."
J. Fraser
"Since the ceremony, things have changed. You start to take a look at things in a different way, a different light. My anxiety has really toned down, my self-hatred and not liking myself, as well as guilt, has been minimized."
J. Fraser
"Since the ceremony, things have changed. You start to take a look at things in a different way, a different light. My anxiety has really toned down, my self-hatred and not liking myself, as well as guilt, has been minimized."
Todd M
"Since the ceremony, I think the only way I could describe it is I feel free. People have told me that I feel lighter around them."
T. Melnick
"I'm still comfortable being who I am. I'm not concerned about stories that I may have told myself in the past and if I do sort of go down that path, I'm very aware of it and I can get myself out of it quickly."
J. Fraser
"Since the ceremony, things have changed. You start to take a look at things in a different way, a different light. My anxiety has really toned down, my self-hatred and not liking myself, as well as guilt, has been minimized."
Alison J.
"Nick and Fehren are kind, considerate, compassionate, and empathetic souls. Speaking personally of my journey, I cannot imagine that it could have been facilitated or orchestrated by two better individuals."
Grace F.
"My marriage has changed because of it. My relationships have changed because of it. I'm able to just stand up for myself and be myself around others, regardless of what they think of me."
Dan M.
"Since the ceremony, I think nothing around me has changed, and I think I have changed quite a bit. The first thing that I've told close people around me is that it was like there was an emotional reset button, and I really mean that. Like a button or a switch that was just pressed."
Robert G.
"Key takeaways for me was that we're all connected. We are all the same thing. We all came from the same source, and it literally brings that power of the law of attraction so much more into the forefront for my life."
Justin F.
"This ceremony was life changing. It was one of the key things that helped save my marriage, as well as made me have the ability to drop my ego and be there for my wife. It feels just like a weight has been lifted off of my shoulders."
A. Johnston
"What I will never forget until my dying day was the overwhelming sense of calm, love, gratitude, and the knowledge that there is a God. If I had ever questioned my faith before, all of that has gone."
R. Grauer
"This ceremony was magical. True magic exists, magic of creation, of love, of positivity, of feeling alive and feeling like we're here for a purpose and for a reason."
D. McDermott
"The ceremony was life changing. I'm not sure how else to describe it. I think that the most profound thing for me was, and I sort of rolled my eyes at the phrase when I heard it, but the idea that everything I needed was right in front of me, it's true."
G. Fraser
"It made space for so many wonderful people to actually enter my life and for people that liked me, for me to stick around."
Reconstructing
from Truth
Awakening is only the beginning. In the weeks and months
that follow, we walk beside you as the insights land, stabilize, and rewire your way of being.
Includes:
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4 months of guided integration support with access to our programs, meditations and community
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4 months of guided integration support with access to our programs, meditations and community
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4 months of guided integration support with access to our programs, meditations and community
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Optional check-ins with clinical therapists or coaches
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Optional check-ins with clinical therapists or coaches
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Optional check-ins with clinical therapists or coaches
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Customized tools and prompts for processing and embodiment
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Customized tools and prompts for processing and embodiment
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Customized tools and prompts for processing and embodiment
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Access to exclusive post-journey content, practices, and audio guidance
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Access to exclusive post-journey content, practices, and audio guidance
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Access to exclusive post-journey content, practices, and audio guidance
Why it matters
Revelation without integration becomes confusion. We help you rewire your reality to match the clarity that’s been revealed.
Revelation without integration becomes confusion. We help you rewire your reality to match the clarity that’s been revealed.
Investment
$5,000 USD
Investment
$5,000 USD
Includes the full 4-month container for transformation:
Includes the full 4-month container for transformation:
Prep
Guided Facilitation
Integration Support
Travel and lodging not included. A recommended accommodation
list is provided upon acceptance.
Travel and lodging not included. A recommended accommodation
list is provided upon acceptance.
Who this is for
While no two experiences are alike, common themes include:
This experience is for those who
Have explored personal growth, but still feel like something’s missing
Are seeking clarity,
not just relief
Are willing to let go of control and meet what’s real
Are emotionally and physically stable
Are drawn to the idea of awakening
not just exploring altered states
This is not for those
In active psychological crisis or needing deep trauma therapy
Seeking peak experiences without integration
Looking for spiritual entertainment or group ceremony highs
Who this is for
Who this is for
While no two experiences are alike, common themes include:
While no two experiences are alike, common themes include:
This experience is for those who
Have explored personal growth, but still feel like something’s missing
Are seeking clarity,
not just relief
Are seeking clarity,
not just relief
Are emotionally and physically stable
Are willing to let go of control and meet what’s real
Are drawn to the idea of awakening
not just exploring altered states
This is not for those
In active psychological crisis or needing deep trauma therapy
Seeking peak experiences without integration
Looking for spiritual entertainment or group ceremony highs
What’s included
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Private 1-on-1 5-MeO-DMT session with both facilitators present
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Private 1-on-1 5-MeO-DMT session with both facilitators present
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Private 1-on-1 5-MeO-DMT session with both facilitators present
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Full screening process and preparation protocol
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Full screening process and preparation protocol
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Full screening process and preparation protocol
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1-on-1 prep calls
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1-on-1 prep calls
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1-on-1 prep calls
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4-month integration container with structured support
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4-month integration container with structured support
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4-month integration container with structured support
Awaken with 5
Is this right for me?
You may not know. That’s okay. We offer a Discovery Call to help us both determine if this path is the right fit. There’s no pressure—only presence.
Awaken with 5
Is this right for me?
You may not know. That’s okay. We offer a Discovery Call to help us both determine if this path is the right fit. There’s no pressure—only presence.
Awaken with 5