Awaken with 5

The Experience

Why 5

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Awaken with 5

Awaken with 5

THE FACILITATORS

We don’t lead your

experience. We hold

the space for what’s

already here.

THE FACILITATORS

We don’t lead your

experience. We hold

the space for what’s

already here.

Experience

Experience

Space

Space

Lead

Lead

Hold

Hold

Nicholas & Fehren Kusmich

Nicholas & Fehren Kusmich

Husband and wife.
Masculine and feminine.
Structure and surrender. Both present. Always.

Husband and wife.
Masculine and feminine. Structure and surrender. Both present. Always.

We are not gurus. We are not therapists.

And we are not here to give you meaning. We are here to offer presence. To create a space where your identity can fall away safely, skillfully, and without interruption. We don’t lead your experience.

We protect the stillness it requires.

A Bit About Us

We’ve spent over a decade immersed in the worlds of performance, transformation, neuroscience, and awareness. We’ve worked at the highest levels of business, mentorship, and personal evolution—only to realize…

All of it was leading here.

To the recognition that truth doesn’t come from effort.
It comes from the end of the one making effort.

That’s what this work points to.

Why two facilitators?

This is not a “session.” It’s not a “healing.”
It’s a moment of complete surrender—where everything you’ve known yourself to be falls away.

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Hold

Provide grounded structure

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Hold

Provide grounded structure

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Hold

Provide grounded structure

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Witness

Offer attuned presence without interference

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Witness

Offer attuned presence without interference

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Witness

Offer attuned presence without interference

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Balance

Both energies represented without distortion

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Balance

Both energies represented without distortion

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Balance

Both energies represented without distortion

With both of us in the room, nothing is missed.
And everything is welcomed.

You will not be left alone. You will not be told what to feel. And you will not be interpreted.

We are simply here—together—to make sure you are safe enough to disappear.

This work is not about our story.
It’s about what’s revealed when your story dissolves.


We are devoted to this path—not as an idea, not as a practice, but as a lived reality.


We’ve walked through the fire of forgetting. And we continue to return—every day—to the truth of what cannot be lost.


What we hold for you, we hold because we’ve seen it. And we know what’s possible when someone feels safe enough to meet it for themselves.

There are many psychedelics that alter your mind. Only one molecule dissolves it entirely.


At Awaken with 5, we don’t use molecules to rewire your trauma. We use it to reveal that you are not the one who was traumatized.


This isn’t a therapeutic model. It’s a direct path to Truth held in structure, safety, and reverence.

This work is not about our story.
It’s about what’s revealed when your story dissolves.


We are devoted to this path—not as an idea, not as a practice, but as a lived reality.


We’ve walked through the fire of forgetting. And we continue to return—every day—to the truth of what cannot be lost.


What we hold for you, we hold because we’ve seen it. And we know what’s possible when someone feels safe enough to meet it for themselves.

In right
relationship

In right relationship

We do not work with this molecule lightly. We work with it skillfully, responsibly, and with full respect for its power.


This is sacred work not because it’s spiritual but because it’s real.

You are never

pushed

You are never

pushed

You are never

preached to

You are never

preached to

You are never

left alone in the unknown

You are never

left alone in the unknown

We don’t work alone

While we guide the experience, we don’t pretend to hold every piece.


Behind the scenes, we’re supported by a trusted network of licensed clinical therapists, medical doctors, and integration professionals who share our commitment to doing this work responsibly.

If additional care is ever needed—before or after your journey we connect you directly.

If you're already working with a therapist or coach, we’ll collaborate.

And if something arises that we’re not qualified to hold, we won’t try to.

This isn’t about control. It’s about care. And our entire team is dedicated to ensuring this is the best possible experience for you.

We don’t work alone

While we guide the experience, we don’t pretend to hold every piece.


Behind the scenes, we’re supported by a trusted network of licensed clinical therapists, medical doctors, and integration professionals who share our commitment to doing this work responsibly.

If additional care is ever needed—before or after your journey we connect you directly.

If you're already working with a therapist or coach, we’ll collaborate.

And if something arises that we’re not qualified to hold, we won’t try to.

This isn’t about control. It’s about care. And our entire team is dedicated to ensuring this is the best possible experience for you.

Because real awakening is powerful.
And power requires a container that’s both deep and clinically informed.

“ It doesn’t take you somewhere—it removes everything that’s in the way of what’s already here.”

Awaking

Awaking

Clinically

Clinically

Clinically

Container

Container

Powerful

Powerful

Powerful

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Awaken with 5

“This is not a performance. This is not a retreat. This is a return.”

If you feel the call, we’re here.
No pressure. No convincing. Just presence.

Apply for a discovery call

Cta Image

Awaken with 5

“This is not a performance. This is not a retreat. This is a return.”

If you feel the call, we’re here.
No pressure. No convincing. Just presence.

Apply for a discovery call

Cta Image

Awaken with 5

“This is not a performance. This is not a retreat. This is a return.”

If you feel the call, we’re here.
No pressure. No convincing. Just presence.

Apply for a discovery call