Awaken with 5
Not psychedelic
therapy. Not a medicine.
Not healing. A direct
awakening to who you
truly are.
Awaken with 5 is a private, 1-on-1 experience designed to dissolve illusion, not just ease mental pain. It’s not about becoming anything, it’s about UNbecoming all that you are not.
Awaken with 5
Not psychedelic therapy.
Not a medicine. Not healing.
A direct awakening to who
you truly are.
truly are.
Awaken with 5 is a private, 1-on-1 experience designed to dissolve illusion, not just ease mental pain. It’s not about becoming anything, it’s about UNbecoming all that you are not.
it’s about UNbecoming all that you are not.
it’s about UNbecoming all that you are not.
it’s about UNbecoming all that you are not.
Therapy
Dissolve Illusion
1-on-1 Experience
Becoming
Guided by seasoned facilitators in a
safe and structured process, this is where high performers meet the truth they’ve been seeking—even if they can’t yet name it.
Why
you’re here
Why you’re here
You’ve done the work. The books, the biohacking, the breathwork. You’ve sought, but haven’t yet found.
You’ve self-helped, but still feel like you’ve fallen short. You’ve built a life that looks impressive—but something
still feels… incomplete.
This isn’t about adding more. It’s about removing what was never yours to carry.
This is the quiet knock from within. And it doesn't go away.
You’ve done the work. The books, the biohacking, the breathwork. You’ve sought, but haven’t yet found.
You’ve self-helped, but still feel like you’ve fallen short. You’ve built a life that looks impressive—but something
still feels… incomplete.
This isn’t about adding more. It’s about removing what was never yours to carry.
This is the quiet knock from within. And it doesn't go away.
Our approach
No group. No feathers. No spiritual bypass.
Just a clear, safe, clinically-supported container for direct realization.
Not psychedelic therapy.
It doesn’t fix your ego, process your pain or integrate your trauma—it dissolves the illusion that either ever defined you so you can be completely free.
Not psychedelic therapy.
It doesn’t fix your ego, process your pain or integrate your trauma—it dissolves the illusion that either ever defined you so you can be completely free.
Not psychedelic therapy.
It doesn’t fix your ego, process your pain or integrate your trauma—it dissolves the illusion that either ever defined you so you can be completely free.
Not a group experience.
This is private, precise, and all encompassing—not performative, ceremonial, or tangled in someone else’s energy.
Not a group experience.
This is private, precise, and all encompassing—not performative, ceremonial, or tangled in someone else’s energy.
Not a group experience.
This is private, precise, and all encompassing—not performative, ceremonial, or tangled in someone else’s energy.
A Structured Awakening Protocol
- in the most important work you'll ever do - not improving yourself, but discovering what remains when all improvement ceases.
A Structured Awakening Protocol
- in the most important work you'll ever do - not improving yourself, but discovering what remains when all improvement ceases.
A Structured Awakening Protocol
- in the most important work you'll ever do - not improving yourself, but discovering what remains when all improvement ceases.
Why 5-MeO
There are many psychedelics that alter your mind.
Only one molecule dissolves it entirely
5-MeO-DMT, the most powerful psychedelic in the world, is unlike anything else. Fast-acting. Endogenous. Non-visual.
Used responsibly, it can reveal the pure awareness behind all experience and who you are before the patterns that make up your identity were formed.
Why 5-MeO
There are many psychedelics that alter your mind.
Only one molecule dissolves it entirely
5-MeO-DMT, the most powerful psychedelic in the world, is unlike anything else. Fast-acting. Endogenous. Non-visual.
Used responsibly, it can reveal the pure awareness behind all experience and who you are before the patterns that make up your identity were formed.
“ It doesn’t take you somewhere
—it removes everything that’s in the way of what’s already here.”
“ It doesn’t take you somewhere—it removes everything that’s in the way of what’s already here.”
Awareness
Awareness
Fast Acting
Fast Acting
Fast Acting
Powerful
Powerful
5-MeO-DMT
5-MeO-DMT
5-MeO-DMT
What the
journey looks like
What the
journey looks like
What the
journey looks like
This isn’t a day “trip.” It’s a 3-phase journey over 4 months
This isn’t a day “trip.” It’s a 3-phase journey over 4 months
This isn’t a day “trip.” It’s a 3-phase journey over 4 months
The Preparation
Laying the groundwork with physical, psychological, and “spiritual” readiness to create a strong intentional foundation.
The Experience
The Embodiment
The Preparation
Laying the groundwork with physical, psychological, and “spiritual” readiness to create a strong intentional foundation.
The Experience
The Embodiment
The Preparation
Laying the groundwork with physical, psychological, and “spiritual” readiness to create a strong intentional foundation.
The Experience
The Embodiment
This is awakening, responsibly held. Not a
“one-and-done” event.
This is awakening, responsibly held. Not a
“one-and-done” event.
This is awakening, responsibly held. Not a
“one-and-done” event.
Preview
Preview
What happens
when the seeker disappears?
The Team Behind
The Film
Facilitators
Facilitators
Meet the ones
who hold space
The Team Behind
The Film
You won’t be navigating this alone.
Your experience is held by Nicholas and Fehren Kusmich, supported by a network of medical and clinical professionals.
Together, we hold a unique masculine–feminine polarity, with over a decade of combined experience in non-dual mentorship, trauma-aware care, and altered-state navigation.
You won’t be navigating this alone.
Your experience is held by Nicholas and Fehren Kusmich, supported by a network of medical and clinical professionals.
Together, we hold a unique masculine–feminine polarity, with over a decade of combined experience in non-dual mentorship, trauma-aware care, and altered-state navigation.
Nicholas Kusmich
Fehren Kusmich
Client Testimonials
Client Testimonials
What Our Clients Say
Todd M
"Since the ceremony, I think the only way I could describe it is I feel free. People have told me that I feel lighter around them."
Todd M
"Since the ceremony, I think the only way I could describe it is I feel free. People have told me that I feel lighter around them."
A. Johnston
"What I will never forget until my dying day was the overwhelming sense of calm, love, gratitude, and the knowledge that there is a God. If I had ever questioned my faith before, all of that has gone."
A. Johnston
"What I will never forget until my dying day was the overwhelming sense of calm, love, gratitude, and the knowledge that there is a God. If I had ever questioned my faith before, all of that has gone."
Grace F.
"My marriage has changed because of it. My relationships have changed because of it. I'm able to just stand up for myself and be myself around others, regardless of what they think of me."
Grace F.
"My marriage has changed because of it. My relationships have changed because of it. I'm able to just stand up for myself and be myself around others, regardless of what they think of me."
J. Fraser
"Since the ceremony, things have changed. You start to take a look at things in a different way, a different light. My anxiety has really toned down, my self-hatred and not liking myself, as well as guilt, has been minimized."
J. Fraser
"Since the ceremony, things have changed. You start to take a look at things in a different way, a different light. My anxiety has really toned down, my self-hatred and not liking myself, as well as guilt, has been minimized."
Todd M
"Since the ceremony, I think the only way I could describe it is I feel free. People have told me that I feel lighter around them."
T. Melnick
"I'm still comfortable being who I am. I'm not concerned about stories that I may have told myself in the past and if I do sort of go down that path, I'm very aware of it and I can get myself out of it quickly."
J. Fraser
"Since the ceremony, things have changed. You start to take a look at things in a different way, a different light. My anxiety has really toned down, my self-hatred and not liking myself, as well as guilt, has been minimized."
Alison J.
"Nick and Fehren are kind, considerate, compassionate, and empathetic souls. Speaking personally of my journey, I cannot imagine that it could have been facilitated or orchestrated by two better individuals."
Grace F.
"My marriage has changed because of it. My relationships have changed because of it. I'm able to just stand up for myself and be myself around others, regardless of what they think of me."
Dan M.
"Since the ceremony, I think nothing around me has changed, and I think I have changed quite a bit. The first thing that I've told close people around me is that it was like there was an emotional reset button, and I really mean that. Like a button or a switch that was just pressed."
Robert G.
"Key takeaways for me was that we're all connected. We are all the same thing. We all came from the same source, and it literally brings that power of the law of attraction so much more into the forefront for my life."
Justin F.
"This ceremony was life changing. It was one of the key things that helped save my marriage, as well as made me have the ability to drop my ego and be there for my wife. It feels just like a weight has been lifted off of my shoulders."
A. Johnston
"What I will never forget until my dying day was the overwhelming sense of calm, love, gratitude, and the knowledge that there is a God. If I had ever questioned my faith before, all of that has gone."
R. Grauer
"This ceremony was magical. True magic exists, magic of creation, of love, of positivity, of feeling alive and feeling like we're here for a purpose and for a reason."
D. McDermott
"The ceremony was life changing. I'm not sure how else to describe it. I think that the most profound thing for me was, and I sort of rolled my eyes at the phrase when I heard it, but the idea that everything I needed was right in front of me, it's true."
G. Fraser
"It made space for so many wonderful people to actually enter my life and for people that liked me, for me to stick around."
Awaken with 5
This isn’t for everyone.
But if something in you knows…
…it’s worth a conversation.
Awaken with 5
This isn’t for everyone.
But if something in you knows…
…it’s worth a conversation.
Awaken with 5